Never Be Afraid to Say What U Feel!

Alright, while I was seriously reading something on the internet. I came across on this photo that really crack me up. I tried to move on to a different page but for some reason it got stuck into my mind and I kept laughing like crazy.So, I went back to that page where I found it and told myself- I got to put this into my blog. So, there it is.

Through It All!

God, grant me the SERENITY to accept the things
I cannot change.....the COURAGE to change the
things I can... and the WISDOM to know the
difference.

Left Brain? Right Brain? Which one should we listen to?

Lately, I was pondering a lot due to some frustrations. Usually if I am on this state of mind, I tried to resists it by reading a lot and replacing my frustration with thoughts that strengthens me. As my wisdom is concerned, everything is a thought that you carry around you. Happy thoughts create a happy molecule while otherwise creates the opposite. While I was working on empowering, the question above pops out in my head. Are you ready to learn with me to get the right answer?

Well, we will start by knowing what this two does. We have what we called Ego which is located in our left brain. Its job is to calculate, figure things out, analyzes, and comes up with the most logical choices for u. It basically thinks, thinks, and thinks! Basically, if you exclusively listen to this side, you ultimately will turn into a pretender or even worse, a commuter-getting up in the morning going with the crowd, doing the job that bring the money and pay the bills; and getting up the next morning and doing it all over again. Meanwhile, the music inside of you (passion) fades almost to a point of being inaudible.

While on the other hand is the Superego which resides in the right brain. Its job is to represents your intuitive side. It is the part of us that goes beyond reason and analysis. It is also the part that feels things, that’s sensitive to love and sensitive to our emotion on what's important to us. It is also the one that allows us to tear up as you hold your baby, or bask in the beauty of a glorious day. The left brain basically analyze it, while the right brain lets u feel it. Now, we know the difference.

Now, the question is that which one is always right? For instance- you’re in the process of embarking your path or in the path in anyway. And you want to do something that would lead you to your purpose. Then, suddenly you hear something in your head that says, “Wait a minute. Be careful, don’t take risks, you might fail; you might disappoint all of those who have a different view of what you should be doing. Then, you know that was your left brain. But here comes the presence of your nagging little creature that sits on your right shoulder and always reminds you of what is your purpose of being here for? It prods you when you’re spending another day doing what somebody else has dictated if it’s not a part of your passion in life. It’s also the one that always hear the music and constantly tap you on your shoulder. Basically, it’s the right brain that always lead you passionately to your purpose.

Now, I know which one I should listen to. How about u?

Journey....

Here I am blogging at 2:00 A.M. after giving my brain a little break from studying all night long. This has been my routine almost every day. Sometimes, I sleep earlier than 2:00 A.M-which is not good. I pretty much force myself to stay up that late to be able to absorb things I need to put in my head. Images above are the books I am studying every day and the courses that I need to get over this semester. So far with my first exams, I did really good in all of them. As a matter of fact, I have couple of exams that I made the highest. I'm just hoping, I would be able to maintain it. Actually, the courses I am taking right now are nothing compared to what I had previously, especially the Physiology and Math- Oh, my goodness! I did not have it easy. But the important thing is that I passed it all right now standing with the GPA of B. It's my goal to make A's on these present courses. I am so glad I am over with the hard part.

Well, blogging has been one of the things that help me keep up with my journey being a student. I am constantly checking if I am on the right track. I always want to be aware of what to do next and be ready to adjust to any changes that could take place. Overtime, I could say I have handled stress a lot better than before. Hopefully this hard work is going to pay off someday. It would be nice to look back, smile and say, "Those were the days".

Brainstorming for today....

It's a beautiful Sunday morning and I got to wake up late. Yey! I so missed getting a lot of hours of sleep. Almost every day is a marathon for me. It can be pretty exhausting sometimes, but I am really used to it.

First thing, I always do before I get up from bed is to see what needs to get done. But today, I have all kinds of things racing into my mind that is really giving me a headache. I know that if I don't do something about it. It’s just going to get worse. My brain wants to do something and it won't leave me alone until I've made a peace with it. I often find myself into the state of confusion when it comes to decision making. Huh! Why life can't be so easy?

I'm doing really good with what I have and doing right now. It’s just that my brain want to do more than my body could do. This time, I've decided to let my attitude take control over my brain. I've wanted to add another load that I think it would lead me to something faster, though I know that the probability is 50/50. I've come to realize that I am taking a lot of risk of messing things up that I am doing good so far. I am proclaiming today that I am taking things one step at a time. I don't care until when I'll get there. So, brain give me a break. I'm going to need you Monday again to stay focus. LOL!